Monday, January 11, 2010

11:22 PM [Rysuko] and since in the mind you can play with concepts, waterfall to the sky = wonder what's ontop it's so tall
11:22 PM [Rysuko] so I zoomed to the top
11:23 PM [Rysuko] trying remember the chain of thoughts.. hmm forget where I went next for sure, but there was som-oh yea
11:23 PM [Rysuko] I went to the top and I found myself on a small island
11:23 PM [Rysuko] like floating
11:23 PM [Rysuko] eventually it started moving similar to the way platforms on Mario do
11:23 PM [Rysuko] and then zigging
11:23 PM [Rysuko] and zagging
11:23 PM [Rysuko] like being sucked through a gravitational hole
11:23 PM [Rysuko] faster up, left, diagnol, up
11:24 PM [Rysuko] then eventually I saw myself burst out of a huge orb of white light
11:24 PM [Rysuko] which I assume was representative of the planet
11:24 PM [Rysuko] Earth
11:24 PM [Rysuko] the gap I shot out of closed up and I was sparkling white light
11:24 PM [Rysuko] Only I shot out into all black, such as space
11:24 PM [Rysuko] felt more distant, so open and vast
11:25 PM [Rysuko] eventually I felt myself moving away, super fast
11:25 PM [Rysuko] to where it was all black and the white orb got smaller and dissapeared
11:25 PM [Rysuko] after about a minute of this, I felt myself finally stop somewhere
11:25 PM [Rysuko] like you said, it was like a desert planet, or at least all I saw was desert
11:26 PM [Rysuko] can't assume the whole planet was, but sure was a lot of it
11:26 PM [Rysuko] visuals came to me like flashes
11:26 PM [Rysuko] like pictures
11:26 PM [Rysuko] or a slow frame rate webcam
11:26 PM [Rysuko] looked around a little, then flew up into the sky
11:26 PM [Rysuko] to explore
11:27 PM [Rysuko] after some travelling I found small patches of land with towers
11:27 PM [Rysuko] they were like the base of a pyramid
11:27 PM [Rysuko] with the top of the effiel (sp) tower
11:27 PM [Rysuko] and I could sense a lot of energy/voltage/waves like a signal shooting up through them
11:27 PM [Rysuko] and I mean a lot
11:28 PM [Rysuko] The tower was surrounded by a circle of green
11:28 PM [Rysuko] and blocks of what looked like cement
11:28 PM [Rysuko] patterned throughout
11:28 PM [Rysuko] I explored and at some point I backed my view way out and these seemed to be at geometrically precise coordinates over the whole planet
11:28 PM [Rysuko] the signals formed a grid
11:29 PM [Rysuko] I kept exploring, then I saw these things that shot up like anti-air
11:29 PM [Rysuko] missiles
11:29 PM [Rysuko] the same sort of visual
11:29 PM [Rysuko] bright flashes of light followed by objects in the air
11:29 PM [Rysuko] apparently they'd detected my presence, whether they were a seperate reality, or part of the energy one I was travelling through (or just my imagination)
11:30 PM [Rysuko] anyways
11:30 PM [Rysuko] I flew as fast as I could, which is as fast as the speed of thought and power of imagination
11:30 PM [Rysuko] but couldn't quite lose it
11:30 PM [Rysuko] cause it was coming right at me
11:30 PM [Rysuko] then it burst into a bunch of string-like things
11:31 PM [Rysuko] almost like tentacles or something
11:31 PM [Rysuko] that started rapidly wrapping around me
11:31 PM [Rysuko] at which point I just felt a sensation of immobilization
11:31 PM [Rysuko] and dark
11:31 PM [Rysuko] then I felt a presence sort of analyzing me
11:31 PM [Rysuko] digging through my layers
11:31 PM [Rysuko] like ripping skin off, only an energy body
11:32 PM [Rysuko] it felt uncomfortable
11:32 PM [Rysuko] at that point I had been told the concept of white bright light could be used as a defensive tool
11:32 PM [Rysuko] so I burst out white light/energy as strongly as I could muster up and blasted it off of me
11:32 PM [Rysuko] and zoomed away
11:33 PM [Rysuko] some were chasing me through space so I tried to send off decoys and be clever to lose their trail
11:33 PM [Rysuko] back to Earth where I stopped doing this and was kinda spooked
11:33 PM [Rysuko] cause I felt actually physical sensations
11:33 PM [Rysuko] it could've just been my mind though projecting my imagination, or it could've been me attaching my senses to some other dimension of our reality
11:33 PM [Rysuko] who knows
11:34 PM [Rysuko] that's part of why I took off though
11:34 PM [Rysuko] cause I began feeling physical discomfort
11:34 PM [Rysuko] creeped me out
11:34 PM [drewschkelton] fascinating!
11:34 PM [Rysuko]
11:35 PM [Angelus] dude
11:35 PM [drewschkelton] Ive done things like that before.. but I didnt get far, I would stop myself... fear of being wrong
11:35 PM [Angelus] that rocks
11:35 PM [Angelus] why?
11:35 PM [Rysuko] I can completely understand that
11:35 PM [Angelus] and how would you know if you where wrong?
11:35 PM [Rysuko] because after a period of several experiences there were months where I shut out everything
11:36 PM [Rysuko] I could no longer sense or feel or even try to do stuff like that
11:36 PM [Rysuko] cause I didn't trust myself
11:36 PM [drewschkelton] because I understand how the brain connects things together, I couldnt let myself be lead.
11:36 PM [Rysuko] or believe even the possibility it could be real
11:36 PM [Rysuko] unfortunately the concept is given power by thought
11:36 PM [drewschkelton] I wish that I had been as brave as you a year ago..
11:36 PM [Rysuko] and my thoughts were doubt
11:36 PM [Rysuko] fear
11:36 PM [Rysuko] etc
11:36 PM [Rysuko] so thought can take it away too
11:37 PM [Angelus] exactly
11:37 PM [Rysuko] on a more simple note, there were a few experiences I had that seemed to help identify the validity of the concept. I tried to explain to a friend how to do it through an instant message
11:37 PM [Rysuko] and she projected herself there, so did I, and I just waited
11:37 PM [Rysuko] I told her when I felt her there
11:37 PM [Angelus] uhm
11:37 PM [Angelus] experiment time?
11:37 PM [Rysuko] and that I saw her coming and going rapidly
11:38 PM [Rysuko] because she didn't know she was there
11:38 PM [Rysuko] or doing it right
11:38 PM [Rysuko] so her presence followed her thoughts
11:38 PM [Rysuko]
11:38 PM [Rysuko] I felt her come closer and told her when I did
11:38 PM [Rysuko] she asked me how I knew
11:38 PM [Rysuko] so I assume her thoughts were where her presence was
11:38 PM [Rysuko] or where I felt it
11:39 PM [Rysuko] there was another time I was shielding and I was taught to wrap it tightly around my body
11:39 PM [Rysuko] like a suit
11:39 PM [Rysuko] then someone came in and told me that my shielding was too close to my body and wouldn't provide good protection that way
11:39 PM [Rysuko] a different person that no one told this
11:39 PM [Rysuko] I was like "woa"
11:39 PM [Rysuko]
11:39 PM [Rysuko] thanks I'll try that
11:40 PM [Angelus] wow
11:40 PM [Rysuko] observations were also made by others as to what I or someone else would do in these places
11:40 PM [Rysuko] the chat
11:40 PM [Rysuko] some created place
11:40 PM [Rysuko] or wherever
11:40 PM [Rysuko] that were spot on
11:40 PM [Rysuko] not always, but some definately were
11:40 PM [Angelus] sweet
11:40 PM [Rysuko] so that adds to the credibility to me personally, that there is at least something to it
11:41 PM [Rysuko] I can have doubts or fears or whatever, but at the least I just share what I myself experienced

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