good vs evil

these past 2 days have been amazing, Ive been able to get back on track and in a mindset where I am discovering and progressing every min of the day.
I turned on the tv and it was current. I was relaxing because I needed to get back my mindset of being able to do anything, well luckily I turned on the tv to the hour long segment showing hate crimes. they were showing skin heads in Russia, they love to kill, punish and hurt others for no reason. they showed this huge group of skin heads led by a guy not more than 30 years old. they were in the forest and were training for the day when they would rise up and take over. they were shooting guns and running through obsticle courses that were rigged with fire, they would pour gasoline in their path while they would train.

their training was completely stupid but the fact that they were getting prepaired for an uprising that I have been getting prepaired for to stop, stuck me hard.

this one guy was proud of his violence and showed the videos that were on the internet and many others of random violence against people where they would go in large groups and gang up on someone just walking along. they showed many horrible things and I watched with my face filled with terror, hate, disgust, dissapointment, sadness, shame, and the will to go on with my dream of a peaceful united world.

no more of keeping this in my head. I must go out and actively recruit people that want to help my cause, to do good and save the world.


I am.... sad.
not at what I will do and the adventure that will ensue but for the ignorance of people such as the skin heads in russia.
I wish I had organized a group earlier. but it doesnt matter. I will continue and we will prevail