polyamerous relationship

I want this type of relationship.. I want a family, children.. but I want to be with a man..

first poem

I was reading some poems online which I was very impressed upon reading.
I got into poetry because I wanted to make a song to sing and I didnt know how to write lyrics.
so I decided to just make a poem.. Sara Teasdale really inspired me.. her poems are amazing.

so here is the begining... I thought it was lame at first cause I just put up buzz words.. but it actually sounds ok! so I thought to myself... this is so easy! I could totally make a poem! god knows that I have enough creative emotions in me.

till the day comes to pass
when day turns to night
thine twilight moves to pose
of yester years midnight

aloft with bitter-sweet regret
love lost but never forget

So im gonna post all of my old journal entries... I know that most of my post are pointless and they are just reminders for me but I think I should just post them up.

while I was posting them up I wondered how many words did I write here..

looks like I am around 50,000 words, more or less...

thats a fucking book.
A BOOK!

I WROTE A BOOK !!!

lol if I wanted to I could have...
I would just write a entry everytime I had something to say or what I thought I should remember...
im a little impressed.. amazing what you can do when you just take it one step at a time..
I could be a good writer... I have fantastic imagination and im very creative...