I prayed to god last night, asked him to help me have a better year than last year with lots of progress, also I asked for dreams that night if god/cosmos could help me out with that.
I had some wierd dreams and because of my diet and way my mind is atm I cannot remember my dreams. but duke was in it clear as day. I remember sitting in my house thinking duke is back?! now he could have been a figment but the thing is that I dont remember my dreams, somethings are vivid and others are not but this was a vid picture set with lots of pure emotions as if it was actually happening.
this has happend many times when I ask for a good dream or I miss duke. its as if he is here all along but somewhere different.. he is dead yes and I hoped for him to reincarnate as a higher being so I could be with him again.
its as if in my dreams I have my desires satisfied and then when I wake up I dont remember what happend and I am left with the feeling of emptiness but the knowing that I had it before but now I must move on... its complicated.. I know its not a normal dream I have.
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