I wish I had a nice telescope.
there is something in the sky it looks like the shape of a ship and it sometimes will be in the same place or it will be gone for a few weeks.
its a bright cloud. not that bright but I can see very low light levels from stars.
I dont know what it is. I feel drawn toward it though. but I cant see what it is so mabye thats why im so drawn to the anomaly.

Im being watched, Ive felt it for my whole life.
as a kid I was afraid, I saw ghost and it felt as if something was ontop of my shoulders right behind me. I would be afraid of going through doors because it felt like someone had their hands around my neck, or would grab me when I went through. ( I knew it would not happen but It felt like my soul was being suffocated, the feeling was so bizarre I cant really explain it besides a feeling of imminent death and a cold fear on your neck, lower back, and the your thighs. pure terror)

now that Ive grown up and the prospect of ghost and paranormal is cool to me, Im not afraid of anything and I am able to research it.

before the idea of being watched would have scared me but now its my drive to keep working.
I dont want to dissapoint whatever is there. I will not! because it is in my power to do whatever I want to achieve!

holy shit another fireball when I requested

HOLY CRAP IT HAPPEND AGAIN!!!!!
I cannot contain my happiness.....well a little .....
the joy of asking god to show me another meteor and he totally delivered.
this is so unreal... its like im in a movie
I said this to myself after writting the last entry on the meteor
" god Im thankful that you alerted me to the green meteor
im so happy, i know its just a meteor but its the simple things that make me the happiest
do others get this excited when they see such sights?!

...hehe not many son...

go and relax and have fun, dont worry about working tonight get some rest tomarrow is a new day.

so obviously I went to the computer and read more on what kind of meteor it could have been because it was so large ( yet it didnt emit any sound at all just alot of energy)

I looked and it told of past sightings around new mexico and they descibed the sights and phenomenon because they thought they were ufos or some type of phenomenon

anyways I called out asking if I could see one more

and another flew across the sky


amazing

great balls of fire

tonight at 1:00 am I was compelled to go outside. for some reason the whole neighborehood was alive with dogs barking kids screaming, partying, lights on. then as I looked to the stars I suddenly looked up and 1 second later a HUGE green meteor flew acros the sky( about a yards lenth or the sky, if you think of the sky being 6 yards across....). it was about half an inch in the sky in width. and it was breaking apart into more green but brighter almost white green fragments. its was so bright when I blinked I could see the imprint still in my eyes. it was just like in my dream I had a few weeks ago but it went the opposite way.
it almost looked fake it was so magnificent because it was as bright as a GIANT roman candle. of course i knew it wasnt and I repeated the same wish ive made my whole life. ( which now has lots of strengh.... it has to cause the wish has had soooo much will put into it.)

wtf is going on

everytime I go outside I see atleast one meteor fall. but they are usually white.
this was .... so amazing.
its like when you see in a movie when a huge fireball falls to the earth striking in the forest and out comes some crazy brain monster =)
seriously im so happy.
oh yeah and it was my birthday today.
march 15th but I was born at 5:04 am so its still part of the day.
fuck yeah birthday meteor =D