well ive misplaced my my inner voice. I dont trust anything anymore. not even myself.

when you have the voice to guide you... dont listen to any others. I went and tried to talk to others that might be on the path, but they swayed my thoughts. indigo chatrooms, societys. they have stopped me from trusting myself, along with them, my mother, father, friends. im sad, I dont have anything real now.

the thing is that, as much as I want to talk to god again... I dont feel like I can trust it.

I want a partner..

im so confused.


I dont want to live here anymore.
I want to leave, I want to travel and just leave this place, I want to live with friends, I need some help to establish trust in myself.

I just want to sleep all day