[drewschkelton] lol I totally beleive that

[drewschkelton] man...

[drewschkelton] people piss me off.. they totally know this stuff but they are not doing anything with it!

[xina] ok, where we're "supposed to be" according to what exactly?

[drewschkelton] weres the protest in the streets? wheres the activism

[Angelus] why would they?

[Angelus] they are used to things the way they are

[xina] yeah drew, that pissed me off since i was about eight years old.

[Angelus] and people fear change

[drewschkelton] because the world sucks! people are all dicks to eachother and we are constantly killing our moral instincts

[xina] i had a weird experience

[drewschkelton] what was that xina?

[Angelus] do tell ..

[xina] my mother taught me that we all design our own realities and control this world

[xina] and then, proceeded to play the games the same as everyone else

[xina] pissed me off.

[xina] if "grownups" understood...which most of them don't ... that they are complicit in creating the reality we live in...why don't they change it?

[xina] they get caught.

[drewschkelton] yeah its someting we have lost

[drewschkelton] we are not empowered because even though we are all connected

[xina] dare you to change it LOL

[drewschkelton] we have no unity or sense of global purpose

[Angelus] not true

[drewschkelton] you just do whatever and hope that you have a roof over your head cause everyone else is thinking that way

[drewschkelton] well then what is our global purpose?

[Angelus] there is one thing we are great at

[Angelus] distruction

[Angelus] war

[drewschkelton] lol well thats obvious

[drewschkelton] domination

[drewschkelton] etc

[Angelus] finding new ways to mess with the planet and eachother

[drewschkelton] but thats inate because we cannot comprehend growing beyond our current cycles

[Angelus] lol yup

[drewschkelton] and that is because we dont have a global conscious and unity of thoughts

[xina] blah

[xina] that's the rest of you

[xina] not me.

[drewschkelton] we dont listen to eachother...

[drewschkelton] yeah its not me as well... Im saying as a species

[drewschkelton] sure there are people like us

[drewschkelton] but really we are the minority

[xina] i've been listening and waiting for over twenty years.

[drewschkelton] geeze

[xina] welcome home, folks.

[drewschkelton] I would have gone nuts

[drewschkelton] i mean seriously

[drewschkelton] Ive known about stuff since I was a kid but I happily lived in their world just because there was nothing else to do

[Angelus] no we have been programmed to believe that what's nuts is normal

[drewschkelton] wait!

[drewschkelton] thats it!

[Angelus] and what' normal is nuts

[xina] exactly, drew.

[drewschkelton] ha

[drewschkelton] you know whats always rings in my mind

[drewschkelton] as kids we just want to be grown up

[drewschkelton] as young people we want to be independant but want to be liked by others so we submit

[drewschkelton] then when we growup we wish to be fun and childish

[drewschkelton] so we spend a quarter of our life in school learning to be placed in a job

[xina] "grown up"

[drewschkelton] 25% in that job,

[xina] you are not in a position to define that LOL

[xina] but i hear what you're saying

[drewschkelton] another 25% to wish that we could be like we were as children. and the other 25% Dieing

[xina] went through it

[drewschkelton] yeah

[drewschkelton] its just based from what I see

[Angelus] go on your on the right path

[Angelus] actualy we spend our whole lives conforming to the norm

[xina] 60% dying, 30 % wondering if there isn't something more and floundering, 10 % like me

[xina] that's what i see.

[Angelus] from the moment we are placed in school