gifts

I have yet to tell anyone of a particular gift that I was born with. Now its manifesting itself and it amazes me everyday.
I can see without actually seeing. I can feel any situation present past and future as If I was there. but it doesnt consist of solid images but emotions, body sensation, sensation in my thinking almost like a mental pleasure or light bulb that goes on.
I feel existance of matter. basically I can feel the energy of objects around me and If I concentrate on something I can locate and feel where it would be or where its presence has influence over and what area.

Ive become fully aware of the ability this year, but I have been using it my whole life as I questioned situations through empathy.

I wont publish this for sometime as I need to train my talent. But I know that there are others in the world that have abilities like mine and I need to find them and spread my message of love and spirituality.

this is so fantastically unreal... It feels like im in some fantasy world now, instead of the boring life I used to have.

Its like Im on one of those epics that we read/watch.. im so giddy , the magic of finding the meaning of life and then being shown a divine mission and then being able to embark on this spiritual epic. UGHHHHH HECK YESSSS!!!!

I cant wait for others to start discovering their spiritual gifts..... everything that has been imagined in novels and mobies could potentially come true. its as if our world and the spiritual world are being merged together. but through interpretation you govern how the merge will work. will you be suffocated by hellfire on the date of 2012 because you believe that will transpire or will you believe that it will be a spiritual awakening with the arrival of gifts and higher existance manifested......
that means if the will power of all of humanity is focused on the world ending then it will but those who believe it wont and have will power that is above human will then it wont for that group of like minded people.
but if people believe in good and that when the galactic waves pour over our part of the universe that we will evolve we will.

seriously this is the time to realize your destiny

thats why I was told so send a message to humanity... but if people dont believe in the message then mabye it was supposed to be passed on to the next civilization that comes about after our existance. Kinda like how the maya set up the mayan calander. As they knew what was to come but yet they are all gone and now WE are interpreting it to show us the future.....
no matter what transpires here on earth I will send a message to civilization/humanity of love, peace and spirituality.
I just have to put my will into my message and my will must be absolute


this place is so amazing that I cant figure out if we are in a universe that is mostly ruled by hell or by heaven.