WOOT 100 POST !!!! YEAH!!!

andrew takes a bow*
thankyou thankyou

ok anyways.

I was feeling really blue, both about being alone and how things have changed in the past year, and also on the situation in haiti where the UN decided to take out doctors from hospitols due to hostile conditions....
horrible horrible tragedy..
so I took a bath.. I have not had one for atleast a year. probably longer than that. I needed a shower but thought I would take a bath..
anyways I made some food, tea, got my candles, incense, pipe, and made my way to the bathroom. I cleaned out the tub and filled the tub.

the bath felt great.. very relaxing.. in fact right now Im almost asleep

while taking a bath I took my crystal in the water. I did my usual sensing that I do above water with my hand. I wanted to see if the sensation I felt was from air resistance.. I found that it however is not.. I could feel it underwater along with the sensation of water. as if the edges had been softened. the sensation of feeling energy is in fact real. other people feel it too. this is a shared stimuli.

I knew that what I felt was real.. along with lots of other things that I felt were real.

ive known that the things I saw were real.. and now I want to say, amazing.

it makes me sad that I have no one to tell my story to.. it really has been amazing..

right now in my life, I am going through a phase where I am reflecting upon all the things that I went through last year and the things I promised to myself.. now I am turning away and realizing life.. wise or stupid? I will have to see for myself.