I was watching a movie and they went in to hear a symthiny, the main char closed his eyes and was reacting to the sound of the music. I thought, wonder what its like to be moved so much by the sounds, (but I am like that....)
I was doing a little qi gong at the moment and was in a meditative state while thinking.
he went into his mind and I wonder what he was thinking so I let myself be moved by the music and imagined a happy place. a arial cam flying over the okenogen lake and valleys , beautiful things flashing such as flowers, rain, waterfall, tree frog,
it was deeper than that but I thought ... hey they did that for shamans when they found their spirit animal.. so then I frowned at being a frog.... but then I thought about it.. frogs have been checkpoints through my whole life.. its weird.. when I was a kid I would throw them in the hot springs.. 6 I would throw them in the air and see how high I could throw them (horrible I know)....
then I used to just study them, then I left them alone, then I saved them, I had a fascination, then I didnt care for them cause I had other things in my life, now I just smile or ponder what they are thinking when I see one nowadays.. lots since I live next to a river and pond.


all morning ive been thinking of ways to fix my vision, to do better, find something to actually do instead of (playing games, using the internet ,and jacking off) get on a diet and find some way to find my thoughts so that I can work.

these are the two definitions for frog power animal

FROG - bring healing. As water cleanses the arid earth and returns life to it so Frog's medicine can wash away any physical and mental energies which deprive us of harmony and peace, and helps to replenish our own ability to heal ourselves on all levels. It is a symbol of recognizing one's own power, of adaptation and using sound and nature to make changes in our life.

Frog's medicine brings the rain of cleansing, both physical and spiritual. Frog
will come to you at a time when you are worried, stressed, nervous, overwhelmed
or weak. Take some time to cleanse spiritually and take a break from the
troubles of life. From this cleansing comes rebirth. A Frog person has the
ability to cleanse away negative energies whether by song, words, or tears. Frog
may seem small, but his lesson is great. He teaches us that we must cleanse and
release negative energies in order to conquer our daily problems. All too often
we forget this, and let the stress consume us. Frog comes to you when you need a
vacation to regain control of your life, enjoy this message.


I will go with it..
I hope to have more experiences like this.